Its here!

So in one of my latest post you read about a person by the name of Riley..
well here is some further update, its safe to say Riley and I have been going steady for some time (ohhh yeaaahh!)
And I gotta say, it dosnt compare to any of the shit relationships I ever went threw in the past. Riley seems to understand where I come from, they are patient with me...Riley is so very sweet with the actions they take : ) I'm kinda wondering why I hadn't found Riley sooner, maybe it could have saved me from what I went threw with Sam. BUT, never the less, Riley is the cutest fucking thing alive. Though it saddens me a little that Riley is slightly younger, and will be attending school for another year, but Riley has no worry for our relationship. Riley is confident that nothing will turn wrong (which scares me a little..)
I am a little worried...thats how it destroyed me and Sam, over the summer. But I trust in Riley's words and will support them threw the next school year as best as I can.

In later news, its my last day in public education. Today i'm gonna go bitch some bitches, go to sixflags, and...yeah...pretty much it.. I feel i should make amends with Sam and their new love. After I had decided to go steady with Riley they had assume I was still mad crazy about Sam, which wasn't the case. Old news was dug up from its grave, thus the spark between Sam, the lover, and I began. A bitter hatred was cooked up! Which I find its not my place to really apologize...I mean, yes I agree some of my actions where uncalled for and may have made Sam REALLY uneasy, but after I finely decided to give up, they still seem to have mistaken my friendlyness for something else..My best friend thinks that the lover may be trying to find an excuse to fight with me and pick at me, though I don't acknowledge their actions...
But is it my place to say sorry? or should the lover get of their high horse? Riley is disgusted when they see Sam, hates what Sam did to me, how they made me feel. I felt it was just water under the bridge, yes i don't have any trace of "Love" for Sam anymore, but I can't say I hate Sam and wouldn't help them even if they needed it. This fucked up love triangle friendship rectangle shit is just out of wack, I suppose after highschool I won't have any memory of the two because i'll be so focused on my college and Riley...If they are in my future that is.